and I know how you avid confessional readers like actual documents so here's Rudy's msg and the AIM convo
Hey colleen. I know were getting down to it and I would like to offer you a final 2. I dont have one with Sonja like everyone thinks. You would get an automatic win going with me to the end seeing as everyone hates me and dosnt think I deserve to be here. It would work out for you to because the boys have a final 2. I had a convo with Gervase on AIM and thought you should see it. I renamed him so I would know who he was.
[20:41] eaglzfannnn: Hey Gervase!
[20:41] Gervase: Hey Rudy whats up?
[20:42] eaglzfannnn: nm jus trying to figure out whats going on in the game.
[20:42] Gervase: Ya sorry man but we had to do it
[20:42] eaglzfannnn: I dont understand why though
[20:42] eaglzfannnn: i was completly loyal to you guys and i thought we had a solid final 6
[20:43] Gervase: Sorry but we thought you were going to get richard and vote us all our
[20:43] Gervase: out*
[20:43] eaglzfannnn: how would we do that he wasnt even active
[20:43] Gervase: like i said im sorry and i hope we can be friends and work together in the future
[20:44] eaglzfannnn: w/e
[20:44] Gervase: I dont understand why your taking it all out on me i wasnt the only one
[20:44] eaglzfannnn: no but i trusted you the mst
[20:44] eaglzfannnn: most
[20:45] Gervase: Im really sorry
[20:45] eaglzfannnn: ya but your dumb because you will never get to the end
[20:45] Gervase: oh?
[20:46] eaglzfannnn: no caz ur the nicest one out of the 3 anf those two will nvr want to tak e you
[20:46] Gervase: Oh im not worried about that
[20:46] Gervase: the 3 of us hav had that allaince for awhile and so weve all gotten close
[20:46] Gervase: I think im closer with each of them then they are with each other so they will both take me.
[20:47] eaglzfannnn: umm okay i doubt that
[20:48] Gervase: and greg and I have played a lot of games together so i trust him.
[20:48] Gervase: i think colleen would win out of the 3 of us so im hoping greg or i win the final challenge
[20:49] eaglzfannnn: well good luck doing that caz god knows i will be on the jury...
[20:49] Gervase: ya like i said srry and i hope we can still be frineds
[20:49] Gervase: friends*